Where Do I Put?

happiness being snatched away
in the midst of joy
of something
I always long for
so sudden…
flabbergasted…
dumbfounded…
at this wee hour
sweet lips turned sour
at this wee hour
a misdemeanor?
then I realized
situation has never favour
time always envy
distance cuts me
no one to blame
accept it as it is
but where do I put
this heart so heavy
then so light, fly it could
but now, I should carry